I’ve been feeling like shit lately (I say as I shovel grilled cheese in my mouth). I’m not happy with myself, my fitness, my eating, my committment to fitness or the way I look. I’m planning a two month Euro/Russian/Japanese adventure this June to mark the end of my time in England and my move back to Canada for good, and I really want to look and feel confident and the way *I* want by then.
Ugh. I know being frustrated with myself ets me nowhere and what I really need to do is come up with, enact and stick to a plan of action, but I think I’ll give myself this one day to feel sorry for yours truly.
i can’t let anyone get too close or else they’ll realize my eyebrows are made of secrets and lies
Do you remember the way the girls
would call out “love you!”
conveniently leaving out the “I”
as if they didn’t want to commit
to their own declarations.
And I agree that the “I” is a pretty heavy concept.
I don’t know if anything feels better than a hot shower after a long workout.
I’m feeling better and more back on track than I have for MONTHS. While on exchange in Australia I felt I was doing very well for myself. I ate relatively healthy, I worked out often and I really felt it showed. When I got back to England I just sort of…slid.
For the past two weeks though I’ve made healthier eating choices and been to the gym almost every day! I started Jamie Eason’s training plan from bodybuilding.com which I have stuck with, and while I’m not supposed to do cardio for the first couple weeks, I’ve paired it with my half marathon running schedule because my mom’s wedding is two weeks away and I would like to fast track my results.
I want all the musclezzzzzz.